April 3, 2025
09:30 Waking Up Lately, my sleep schedule has been irregular, making it hard to fall asleep. When I lie awake and observe my thoughts, I realize that on the surface, I donât seem stressed, but my mind is flooded with all sorts of distracting and annoying thoughts. Where do I need to go tomorrow? What do I need to do? And the day after? This is the most fragmented and complicated question. Howâs my CSC application going? Why hasnât it been processed yet? How should I respond to different possible outcomes? I might not finish all the food I boughtâwhat should I cook tomorrow, or what should I do with it? Suddenly remembered an idea for fixing an unresolved bug on my websiteâfeels like I should jump up and work on it right away. What other optimizations can I make? I havenât read a book in a long time, and my mind feels empty. I really dislike short-form videos; I should treat them like enemies. What happens if I stay awake for too long? Will it affect important tasks tomorrow or the day after? Gotta take a photo of little Huanhuan. Oh, I should also shower tomorrow. What might my friends and family be up to these days⌠Suddenly feel like buying something, but I donât have much money leftâmaybe look for alternatives. Then I remind myself not to buy non-essentials. And then I think, having a stable monthly income would be nice. I remember going a long time without insomniaâwhatâs going on lately? Need to reflect on whatâs different about my current state and make sure I donât slip into depression. âŚâŚ 10:43 Spent Some Time Organizing My Blog Realized my old blog was a messâlots of tiny, trivial posts that didnât deserve standalone entries. Also, categorizing articles is an important issueâit needs to be logical. Ideally, it should be based on the file directory structure, with additional fine-tuning via frontmatter tags. ...